Being alone :(

A nice windy day..

He was walking along the highway, all alone and his ears blocked with ear plugs playing soft romantic songs while his lips were murmuring the words of the song playing on air(radio).
He was lost in his own world thinking about how life changed, how in just a single moment he was thrown out of his awesome and happening life.

Walking past the breeze , the cool breeze which brushed his hairs and tickled his face, he stood right their closing his eyes and suddenly all memories flashed back in a movie style in his mind. He could see his life back then, how he used to smile, his real smile which he badly missed now. He smiled and realised that his life has changed a lot, a lot more than what he could have ever imagined. A drop of tear shed down his eyes, maybe he was missing some one, some one special.

He looked up..looked straight up towards the cloudy sky...

"Why god? Why me?"

He asked and gave a pause and continued with.

"I was ready to fight with every problem leaving this. I always prayed to you for never to show me this day. You knew i am weak and i can't stay alone like this"..

Saying this he took out his wallet opened it and watched the picture, looked at the innocent face of the girl who left him mid way...

His smile was lost somewhere in her.. with her his smile, his happiness, everything went away and broke up with him...
He was lost somewhere between making people happy and understanding his mistake... he wanted to share, to talk, but people never bothered...they did for a few days but now no one gives a damn to his life.. his only friend was the girl in that picture who abused him, blamed him for every wrong thing that took place in her life but still for him he could only share his sorrow with the girl in that picture...

He looked at the picture and requested..

"Wapas aa jao na babu"..

Tears rolled down his cheeks and drops of tears fell in the picture. Closing his eyes he again begged..

"Ek mauka do..wapas aa jao..koi nahi shunta mera..koi puchta tak nahi..sab apne life mai busy ho gaye hai aur tum bhi..aj koi nahi hai khane k liye bolne wala..koi nahi hai daat k samjhane wala..koi nahi hai zid karne wala..koi nahi hai mujhe apne baato se tang karne wala"

Maybe happiness for him was just those 5 years spent with her..
Maybe it was his end..
He wanted someone to hold him, hug him and understand maybe then he would be able to move away from his memories..

Cleaning his teary eyes he smiled..he has now accepted that maybe he doesn't deserve her and with these thoughts he kept walking and his memories kept playing as slide shows in his mind with the song in his ears...

And thoughts in his mind went like...

"Zindegi shayaad ayesi hi hai...
Pal mai khushi...
Pall mai dhukh dene ki ye iski gandi adaat si hai...
Bas...
Rab se yahi dua hai ab...
Chahe humare naseeb mai sab gum hi likhdo...
Par phulo se sajake usko janaat si zindegi...
Aur hume uski hasi ki ek jhalak hi dila do..."